Is it normal that i fantasize about being a nazi?
When I learned about the Night of Broken Glass in secondary school, I daydreamed about being in the Brownshirts, beating people up, kicking doors down, etc. I rather enjoyed this fantasy.
I also fantasize about more extreme things, such as what it would be like to be Josef Mengele. I typically laugh when hearing about his experiments (not IRL, but like when watching YouTube videos on the subject).
This fantasy is motivated more by a desire to safely "go purging" (if you will) with no danger to myself, rather than an earnest desire to rid the world of Jews for some kind of betterment.
Is it normal to fantasize about being a Nazi -- even in just a brutal supervillain sense?