Is it normal that i fantasize about actual rape?

Every site I visit, including this one, claims it isn't actual rape that girls fantasize about unless they themselves have been raped, in which case it's more of a nightmare. I honestly have dreams about actual, frightening, violent rape as well as fantasies when my mind wanders while I'm awake. Sometimes they're nightmares and I wake up crying and sometimes it's a strangely arousing dream/fantasy. I feel guilty and horrible and I need to know if anyone else dreams/has nightmares/fantasizes about real, genuine horrible rape.

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  • eeveefluff

    im the same way >.>

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  • I_steal_free_bread

    There are many things I fantasize about but I know better then to do them.

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  • cathy22

    I don't think there's anything wrong with a little rough sex once in a while, but you both have to be on the same page with it.

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  • georgienne

    I haven't had this, but I've heard of it.
    I have considered it (by it I mean: unplanned stunned sex with a 'stranger', ie. my boyfriend).

    It's common. I wish I could tell you why, but I honestly don't know. Don't be ashamed of it though. Its a fantasy, they're all quite weird.

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