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Is it normal normal that i constantly fantasize about having my ass licked then fucked by another man, but that the idea becomes repulsive at the moment of ejaculation?
It is actually fairly common. Right up until orgasm your brain is producing boat loads of chemicals and then at the moment of orgasm you get another rush and then that quickly fades off and your inhibitions come flooding back to you. It's more commonly displayed like this for example -
you masturbate to pornography and ejaculate then have no desire to look at porn.
This is the middle of the road thing whereas yours is a sexual inhibition would be my guess. At this point you have a few options, stop masturbating to some lovely man sex...OR...go ahead and try to find it and see if that's what you like. You can also just hang out in the middle and keep masturbating to it and see if it ever becomes something you don't get disgusted with immediately after ejaculation.