Is it normal that i experimented with relatives

Hello,

I am currently 23 but suddenly a memory surfaced my mind. When i was 13, i was rather curious about sex and etc and i happened to have done some horrible things. Once my sister was sleeping on the sofa next to mine and i poked her breast. No freaking idea why i did that now. Was i attracted to her or just curious? I'm leaning on curiousity but thats what i want myself to believe. But anyway i knew what i was doing was wrong yet i did it. Is it normal to have done that or am i really sick in the mind

and it gets worse. I also liked s&m videos and i was confused out of my mind. I thought i was insane so when i was playing with my 6 year old neice. I sort of forced her legs to kick me down there just to see if i was into that kind of thing. Not attracted to her or anything mental like that but still crazy. Both have them do not know what i have done. Are these actions justfiable or am i just born abnormal?

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63% Normal
Based on 16 votes (10 yes)
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  • crazypsycho

    I was 13 years of age when both these incidents happened. How do i cope with it now? should i talk to them

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  • Avant-Garde

    S&M is a rather common fetish, but incest isn't considered normal..... What I'm more disturbed about is The last part. Exactly, how old were you when you experimented with you 6 year old relative?

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