Is it normal that i enjoy seeing myself get bruises and cuts?
Ever since I was in middle school, I've always loved seeing myself bruise or have cuts. I would not inflict pain on myself, but if somebody accidentally hits me or an accident occurs here I get cut, I enjoy looking at them. I find it pleasing to the eye. In example, a few days ago, me, and a few old buddies from high school went to their apartment to catch up and we're playing an old game we used to play, Never Have I Ever. It got pretty violent and I fell multiple times on my knees(he had carpeting) In the morning, I found a few cuts and bruises on my knees, and I find them quite aethstetic and I occasionally look at them to admire them... Is this normal?