Is it normal, that i enjoy burning myself with scalding hot water?
I discovered it a year or two ago, when I was washing my hands in the sink, I was using the hot water, and I could see my hand going bright red and my hands were burning, as I was only running the hot tap, I could see the steam coming from the tap also, but I had a sensation running through my body, but it couldn't turn off the tap because it felt that good.
It's got to the point now, where I would purposely turn the shower to the the maximum heat level, and put the shower head directly onto my skin and leave it there for at least two minutes, sometimes even though the hot water is scalding, after the first ten seconds or so, it's not even hot but I know it is, is it that my skin is used to it, or my skin has gone numb?
I have the same thing with hair dryers, it started when I was drying my hair with a hair dryer, I began putting the heat onto my skin because I was cold, but once I'd become warmer, I couldn't stop and carried on heating my skin till I was red hot and it was burning me, but I didn't want to stop because I enjoyed the feeling that much.