Is it normal that i end up loving the killer?
Ok, so ever since I was watching movies, romanticizing things or rather "shipping", I would end up making probably the worst couples or shipping a relationship in a unhealthy way, I would find myself loving the killer or anti hero of the story/show/movie, and the more "evil" they are, I would feel a stronger attraction to them. I wouldn't consider myself evil, quite the opposite of the guys I like in the shows and movies I'm talking about, but I still feel an intense attraction for them. I love Dr. Lecter from the show Hannibal, Ramsay from Game of thrones, even the anti hero of dead pool, and I can't even remember their name. Something about their violent behavior whether it be obsessive, abusive, turns me on. And I'm not talking like I romanticize the relationship into something lighter and fluffy, I understand that it is unhealthy but still feel attracted to them. Such as the joker. He's a psychopath who doesn't actually love or care about others, and it makes me love him. What's wrong with me? Is this normal? Does anyone else feel this way or experience it as strongly as I do?