Is it normal that i doubt humanity to this degree?
Basically, I'm massively cynical, somewhat untrusting (but not without cause) but generally extremely friendly despite this. I always see the worst in people and find it hard to believe people about things, although its all in my head as I'm very passive. I just think constantly that I don't understand why people do the things they do, and on occasion I worry that I must be so abnormal to either differ in behavioural tenancies and attitude from people around me. It's really not an arrogance thing, I don't perceive myself to be better than anyone. I just feel really fucked up sometimes because I just feel like I can't comprehend so much human behaviour.