Is it normal that i don't want to medicate myself?
I am not going to go into excruciating detail as to the nature of my emotional instability, but it involves mild anxiety, mild depression, mood swings (seasonally and hormonally influenced, in part) and the late stages of PTSD recovery.
None of this is debilitating, as I am rather used to it and have dealt with worse (teenage years are interesting for those with wonky brains, to say the least). I would likely be a somewhat more productive individual if I were medicated in some fashion (a GP would likely prescribe me an SSRI of some kind from what I've discerned), but I have an overwhelming fear of being on a prescription mood-altering drug. I no longer engage in self-medicating (marijuana use) or self-destructive (self-injurious) behaviour and am currently attending university in a program I enjoy (albeit 6 years later than most others).
Am I simply stubborn or is there anyone else out there that agrees with the reluctance to be medicated unless absolutely necessary?