Is it normal that i don't want to let go of my first love?

When I was a kid, I was in kindergarten and I meant my best friend, Joel. We always hanged out and we were there for each other. I realized in 1st grade that I was gay and fell in love with him. Long story short, after 4th grade he never returned to school. I miss him. I never want to let go of his memories.

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  • Eric118

    Memories are okay, but if your friend is not gay but you still want him, give up on him. Forcing someone to love you by manipulations or whatever is not love, but lust. But if hes gay like you, goodluck.

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  • ㅤㅤㅤ

    Awww ;~;

    That's cute.

    Maybe..go find him? Not in the stalkery way, but like, reconnecting with a lost friend sort of way.

    Find him, talk, blah blah blah. BUT hey, life ain't no fairytale. It probably won't turn out how you want or fantasize...but either way, maybe it could help you move on?

    Unless of course, you JUST want the memories and don't want to run the risk of losing them - just don't let it hold you back or prevent you from moving forward, aight? Good luck dude.

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