Is it normal that i don't understand drug abuse and addiction?
I have never been able to understand why some people get so addicted to drugs. Now I have tryed several different drugs to see what they're like and I don't understand why anyone would want to do them all the time. Why do people want to take something that impaires them? I would rather be on top of things and sharp minded (and no, speed does not make you sharp, it makes you stupid and delusional). Sure I do like to have a few drinks or take a few puffs from weed on an occasion (mostly just while doing chores around the house, or something active) but to do this on a regular basis just seems dumb as fuck. What seems the stupidest to me is when people want to get fucked up and just watch tv or some other mindless activity. Anytime ive been fucked up I want to be active and everyone else just wants to be lazy and stay inside. Anyways I do understand the appeal of being intoxicated on occasion while doing something fun such as fishing, riding bikes, going to the karaoke bar, or even going for a walk, but to sit around getting intoxicated for no reason on a regular basis to make yourself more mindless seems stupid. Maybe I just know too many drug addicts.