Is it normal that i don't seem to care about anything or anyone?
Now this obviously isn't a good thing. In some situations it's useful but for me it's all the time. I don't seem to care about anything or anyone. When it comes to people I don't care to know them or even bother talking to them. But part of me wants to show them I care and that their worth it. When it comes to my family its even worse. When my father calls I don't bother with picking up the phone even if Im doing nothing. I've done this so many times to my Grandmother that she won't even answer me anymore when I DO try to call. And she's the woman who helps me out most in life. It's because a part of me doesnt care and Im too lazy to care. When it comes to schooling I barely try. Part of me wants to but part me is like fuck it. I have these conflicting emotions and I've had them for a while, but now it's gotten worse. IIN? What is wrong with me?