Is it normal that i don't know if i'm attractive or not?
I just don't know how I look to people. I'm a girl, my body type is athletic/skinny (110 pounds and 5'3") and I have a small frame. I feel like despite doing everything right I still look hideous, but at the same time I feel like I'm decently attractive. I exercise almost everyday, eat generally well, and do my makeup everyday- not super overdone but not really "natural makeup" either. I wear glasses, but I think they look good on my face? I'm not sure, because I know they don't make me extremely ugly but more "unsexy". Like they're not bad looking but they take any possible hottness away from my face. I have asked people around me stuff like "Am I fat or skinny?" and "How do my glasses make me look?" and "Is my face decent looking?" and people are almost always surprised that I would even be asking that, or they think I'm fishing for compliments. I feel like I have a rational part of my brain that's like "You are a decently attractive human being and you just have to accept your looks" and another part of my brain that thinks I'm this super hideous fat looking dorky girl. I just don't get it. Maybe I'm just obsessing too much over how I don't look perfect like girls on TV. From my description, do I sound ugly to you? Some of my features include(some are re-listed): athletic/skinny build, glasses, short hair (longer than a bob, but not yet medium length hair), not very tall (5'3"), small nose, dark brown hair (almost black, I dyed it and it's just been fading for a few months. It has no roots because it's similar to my natural color), blue eyes (I actually have central heterochromia, so I have some bright yellow hazel right around my pupil, but the rest is blue), kind of wide shoulders (not SUPER wide, just like.. slightly wider than most girls shoulders and maybe accentuated by my short hair?), generally clear skin, and generally straight teeth. Do I sound like a normal-looking, maybe even cute or hot girl to you? Or do I sound like a dork?