Is it normal that i don't feel anything at all?

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I've been depressed before but it was ages ago. About 3 years ago I stopped feeling happy and I thought I was getting depressed again but then I realised I wasn't feelin sad either.
I've been like this for those 3 years I guess and haven't been properly sad since. The only pain I experience is the pain of not getting something I want and it's minimal.
I would really like to kill somebody, I don't know. I could be sitting at a restaurant and I just envision myself slitting the waiter's throat even though he/she hasn't done anything wrong in order to anger me or anything. It's weird.
I really like the taste and smell of blood and I cut when I'm really bored just so I can have some blood to drink.
I quite like this state I'm in because i don't get stressed or paranoid or anything. It's great. I just want to know what I am please xD

Am I going through a stage? 4
Am I depressed and I've gone numb? 11
Am I a psychopath? 15
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  • ZoeyHarleySattler
    8 years ago

    Yes and it is a valid emotion known as apathy, ah sweet apathy, I am the exact same as you I have no emotions at all, all I feel is nothing, emptiness you get the picture

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  • KingTermite
    8 years ago

    Oh, emotionally. I thought maybe you were this fellow I knew in school named Peter that actually could not feel anything. Poor Pete used to shit himself everyday because he could not feel the sensation of his bowels moving. He used to bring clothes to change into after it would happen. No one ever wanted to sit near Stinky Pete.

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  • mysistersshadow
    8 years ago

    Cutting is not good please seek help from someone in RL.

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  • ashieviews
    8 years ago

    Ummm, I think you genuinely need help. Like, I'm not trying to come rude but you're showing classic symptoms of dissociation. Perhaps some sort of trauma (even a small one) caused you to detach. Also, this fantasy about killing people is very worrisome and it's abnormal. For you to even think about killing others in such vivid detail, it's very dangerous and alarming. Please seek help from parents or friends in order to fight this because what you're saying is very frightening.

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