Is it normal that i don't care about being alive or dead?

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Hi. So basically, I've been thinking about people's motivations for living, why bother? I mean, I don't really care about leaving a thing to be remembered to the world. Since I'm gonna die I won't be able to appriciate it anyway. So I don't care about anything, I think I lost my motivation for every action I do. I don't care about money - not because my family is rich, I just don't care- so I don't care about graduating or stuff like that. For me there is only sadness and suffer is real, that's what's left for you when you lay down in the bed at night. I believe thet happiness is an illusion and being happy makes you ignorant about the suffer and pain in the world. It's a pathethic way to get away from sadness. And it fades away. I think only sadness is persistent. But that doesn't mean I'm willing to suicide. I hate the concept. I just happened to be this particular arrangement of atoms. I don't see a difference being alive or dead.

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  • bibiblocksberg
    7 years ago

    just be who you are and do what you do, dont let anyone tell you what to do or how to live what is right what is wrong. you are who you are and if youre miserable then that is who you are. imagine if everyone was honest to themselves.

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  • Pure_Rage
    7 years ago

    I agree life sucks, I have yet to find a source of satisfaction or long term happiness.

    I'm relying on my future family for my happiness, being able to provide happiness for my future children and wife, would be enough for me.

    You just need something to look forward to

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  • Curiousme1981
    7 years ago

    Sometimes we all feel that way about everyday situations, try to think of something positive and forget about suicide. I thought about that a couple of days ago and there are people and friends out there that stopped me even some people on the site made me feel differently about the idea. Stay positive get a boyfriend or girlfriend have loads of sex and enjoy your life not alot of people have money but it sure does make life better. :)

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