Is it normal that i don't care about anyone?

I really dont care about anyone, If someone close to me would die or something I wouldnt really care. I hate people. I could shoot everyone at my school and I wouldnt care about them or feel guilty or anything. I dont have any friends by choice, I literally hate everyone. I just want to be alone forever. I tried to talk about this once but people told me Im just mean and arrogant. But Im not arrogant at all I hate myself. I always pretend I do care and feel bad for people but I just dont fucking care about anyone. When people in movies or something die I feel bad for them and cry but at school I wish I could murder everyone and give them a slow and painful death. Even if they are innocent, theyre all fucking idiots and they deserve it. I really dont understand how other people can love someone or care about them. Is this normal? Is everyone just pretending or am I just fucked up?

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44% Normal
Based on 48 votes (21 yes)
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Comments ( 15 )
  • MissDethstar

    I cannot answer your question before knowing how those people treat you. If you wish them death I assume they must be bullying you, abusing you or rejecting you. I understand the feeling, but personally there was always an underlying reason which made me reject myself from the rest of the world.

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  • anti-hero

    You are 15.

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    • aliencreaturex

      yes

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  • thegypsysailor

    It is perfectly normal for a sociopath. Perfectly normal.

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  • LoomFortySeven

    You're what they call "misanthropic". You might want to get that checked out. You also might want to find some nerve within you to distance yourself from all guns and sharp objects at all times, at least until you come to your senses and realize that people live for a specific reason and should not be tampered with just because you don't understand "why". Just force yourself to smile more often. Scientifically, that will increase happiness. With happiness, you'll surely achieve understanding of why people live and keep living. I do hope this is a simple phase. If not, then I simply have run short of nice things to say to you.

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  • Magdillyn

    This related to me so much that I literally thought I posted it at first

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    • alienslayer

      Me too, I hate everyone and I do not want any stupid friends. Welcome to the hate gang.

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  • juxxify

    I think you just haven't met anyone worth liking yet. Don't worry, you will. I feel a bit like that sometimes.

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  • DubstepismyMJ

    I think you just need a friend...

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  • DingDongCabong

    You just need to find different people. Maybe your 'friends' from school dont satisfy your requirements to like someone

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  • WhiteStallion

    And the Correct Answer is: You're fucked up...
    But only a tiny bit. I also have some negative feelings towards the sheep-like masses however I don't think I should judge because I don't know their individual situations. You need to get a hobby, find God, and get something to give you purpose rather than moping about other people. If they detest you that much just don't give a damn about them. Focus on you and what you want to do in life.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Do you live in a basement and play stupid first person shooter video games all day?

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    • DubstepismyMJ

      Careful what you say to people whos already considered murdering other people.

      Simmerdown.

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      • RoseIsabella

        Yeah, you're right if course, but OP and people like him are losers.
        ;-)

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    • aliencreaturex

      No

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