Is it normal that i don't care about anyone?
I really dont care about anyone, If someone close to me would die or something I wouldnt really care. I hate people. I could shoot everyone at my school and I wouldnt care about them or feel guilty or anything. I dont have any friends by choice, I literally hate everyone. I just want to be alone forever. I tried to talk about this once but people told me Im just mean and arrogant. But Im not arrogant at all I hate myself. I always pretend I do care and feel bad for people but I just dont fucking care about anyone. When people in movies or something die I feel bad for them and cry but at school I wish I could murder everyone and give them a slow and painful death. Even if they are innocent, theyre all fucking idiots and they deserve it. I really dont understand how other people can love someone or care about them. Is this normal? Is everyone just pretending or am I just fucked up?