Is it normal that i don’t want to share my s/o?
hey! so i’ve turned 18 a few months back and really started exploring my sexuality. thought i was submissive for so long until i’ve had a relationship with a guy who was submissive. throughout that trial and error, i’ve found out i’m infact a switch. mostly into gentle femdom when i’m “top” w/ slightly sadistic undertones. anywho- i’ve recently gotten into a relationship with my first switch male!! he happens, however, to live half way across the world. throughout us getting to know eachother he’s revealed hes a femboy, neko, etc and also interested in being a cuck. the conflicting thing is, as a submissive i desire to be owned & forced to submit to his ownership & his only. i dont exactly find myself opposed to being shared as mental/physical torture is appealing to me and him both. but when it comes down to him, i dont want to share him at all. a bit scared to bring this up and i dont really have any friends to confide in so. here i am on this ancient website asking for advice. how do i go about bringing up the idea that i’m not interested in being “dommed” by anyone else aside from him, not interested in sharing him, etc. and how long should one wait before introducing a cuck situation into a relationship? is it normal to be alright with being shared but defensive of my property? thank you in advance, loves <33