Is it normal that i daydream about receiving medical attention?
Many people will look at this question and automatically assume this is a form of attention-seeking behavior, but hear me out.
For a long time, I've daydreamed about getting physically injured or becoming ill and receiving medical attention. Fainting particularly was something I thought about a lot growing up.
Now here's the disclaimer: in reality, I actually hate attention. Of any kind, really. I've been in the hospital and it's just awkward and unpleasant. Fainting isn't fun, either. But for some reason, I get this rush from imagining passing out and coming to in an ambulance or hospital even though I KNOW logically this is stupid and would likely be an unpleasant experience.
Anyone else know what I'm talking about here?