Is it normal that i'd rather be a real man than a fake woman?
I want to be a woman, pain and all; I'd gladly suffer through it if it meant being the real thing. I don't want to be some half-assed bastardization of one. Don't get me wrong, I am thoroughly uncomfortable in my current state, in fact I hate every aspect of it, but i'd rather be uncomfortable than go through with something that makes me... neither.