Is it normal that i'd become depressed about this?

I feel really strange saying all this, but I'm a guy and a few days ago I was masturbating and decided to stick a finger in my ass cause I thought it might feel good. And it definitely did. But ever since I did it I've been feeling incredibly depressed.
As some background I've been diagnosed with manic depression (not that diagnoses are necessarily true) and depression runs in my family. I'm used to feeling incredibly depressed from now and again but I can't help but feel like maybe this triggered it this time. I've had a few girlfriends in my life and think women are amazing and beautiful and I love them. I've never found a guy attractive and am pretty certain I'm not homosexual. But it got me thinking and the thinking lead to confusion and the confusion, I think, lead to me feeling like complete shit all the time... It's far too embarrassing to talk to anyone about so I figured I'd come here. What do you guys think? Has this happened to anyone else?

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  • aussiewolf

    maybe your feeling guilty because you have been taught to associate anal with being a homosexual. there are many men who like being pounded up the pooper and they are far from actually being homo. if you dont find guys attractive, then dont worry about it. even if you did like guys then its fine. dont think too much over silly things that are trivial.

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  • ComeFlyWithMe

    Don't be confused/depressed. A lot of guys (and girls) like anal stimulation. If you look around on this site alone you'll find tons of guys asking if it's normal to feel pleasure from anal stimulation without being gay.

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  • luicyyou

    ITS NORMAL this is where they say the guys G spot is at ! google it if you dont believe me (and in I think american pie stiffler is at a sperm bankhe asks for "assistance" and the nurse comes and puts her finger up there lol )

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  • Savmagic

    If it didn't feel good to you then that's it's over it's going to be okay. I'm sure there's plenty more shit out there to be depressed about so don't waste your energy on this.

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  • I don't think it's possible for this to trigger depression. And yes, it's normal to enjoy anal stimulation without being homosexual.

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