Is it normal that i cut myself with a shaving razor and i liked it?
Just now, I took a razor and made 2 cuts on my right hand (They're minor, don't worry). The thing is, I did it deliberately and I actually enjoyed it to an extent. It didn't even hurt in my opinion. Hmph. Just goes to show you fools how serious I am. If I said I'd kill myself before old age, I WILL KILL MYSELF BEFORE 60. It's quite unwise to not take the words of someone such as myself seriously, no? After all, I might very well be going insane and insane folk ought to be taken seriously. Forget the gun and Russian Roulette: I'll cut myself and make myself bleed to death (After all, it sounds exhilerating and I'd be honored to see my own blood spill). Since I'll never marry or have kids, I won't have anything or anyone holding me back once my dog and mother die of old age (hopefully). I will die before my biological age limit. Mark my words. Mark my fucking words and no one will stop me. Once my story appears in the newspaper and my body in the morgue when I'm between 40 and 59, you bitches will never take me for a moronic fool ever again. And when I'm in my grave, I'll be laughing my ass off at the lot of you for being so stupid and condescending. And no, I'm not trolling.