Is it normal that i cut for no reason?

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I started cutting when I was in 5th grade, I started because I had seen some girl doing it and I wanted to know how it felt, and I did it, and I felt really good for some reason. So then every time I feel emotional, sad, or angry I cut, I get angry when people talk shit about me, and wanna throw rounds with them,sometimes I randomly feel emotional when I am alone or whatever. And I start cutting, the stupidest reason I had cut is because of a motherfucking guy, I tried to go over my vains but my blade wasn't really working I tried and tried but it didn't work, I broke down while I was in Career Portals class which I have 7th period, I felt like shit all day long and broke down after lunch, I really have no idea if I am normal because I have anger problems, anxiety, I cut, I have anorexia, I just feel like everybody judges me all the time,and when people stare at me I feel like they feel sorry or disgusted of me, and hell it really hurts and so I start cutting, and well my problem is that I believe every single thing people say.
Am I Normal.?

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Based on 26 votes (11 yes)
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  • Inu20
    8 years ago

    You should do some consulting, and instead of cutting yourself, find a hobby that you really love to do, let your anger or sadness come out by doing something you really love to do., that kinda work for me, i was cutting myself THEN, but now i've changed. I know it's hard, you don't know what to do when you're feeling something, all you can think is to cut yourself, but cutting yourself is not the solution, you'll only make it worst. Im like that too, i feel like everybody is judging me, but just don't mind them, you have your own life, treasure it, remember we only live once :)
    Well the truth is at first i don't listen to what people says, they say i should stop cutting, but now i realize that cutting myself won't change the fact that I'm not perfect, i'm only making it worst, so that i stopped at first it's hard cause i still having the urge of wanting to cut myself, but i did my best to control my urge. Hahaha life is full of drama, but that's a sign that you're alive, and remember that there is someone who love you, someone who will be sad when you're cutting yourself.

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    • fanola78
      8 years ago

      thank you so much. ):)

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  • green_boogers
    8 years ago

    Instead of cutting, take up a masochistic hobby that has long run benefit. Like running, or weight lifting.

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    • fanola78
      8 years ago

      thank you. :)

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  • I_Hate_My_Life123
    8 years ago

    You just need to find a new, healthier way to deal with your problems.my sister used to cut and all she got left with was some pretty bad scars... I smoke weed to deal with my problems, it's not that healthy either but it's better than cutting. Good luck.

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    • fanola78
      8 years ago

      Thank you

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  • dontlookatmeeveragainokay
    7 years ago

    I cut to watch myself bleed. I love bleeding. It's a fetish.

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