Is it normal that i cried because my cat killed a bird?
I noticed this morning that my cat caught a tiny bird. It was laying on the ground with blood on its back and it was shaking a lot. My cat kept playing with it, just hitting it over and over again and it would just go back and sit in a fetus-like position, shaking. I wasn't sure of what to do, but I decided that I would kill it so it wouldn't suffer anymore like that. It wouldn't survive in the wild with the scars it had, it was badly wounded. I took a knife, I turned the bird around so I could see its throat and I cut its throat. I could see it gasping for air and just staring back at me. I felt so horrible that after I disposed it, I went to my room and cried a lot. I'm an 18 year old male, is this normal? I felt so bad when it looked me in the eye, gasping for air. I can't get over it and my own throat hurts now because of it.