Is it normal that i count?
I can't stop counting. The numbers always seem to be there. It's like a never ending thing. Sometimes I come home from school and cry. I don't feel normal. I feel like i'm going crazy.. I always have to count up to 9 in my head. The number 9 always appears on a daily basis. I have tried so many things to make it go away but it just won't. It sounds like OCD to me, but i have read about OCD and how people have been diagnosed with it and even though they are on pills, they are still counting numbers in their heads. I am at my breaking point. I just want to be normal and I don't feel normal anymore. I feel like i'm.. I'm not myself... I need help. I really want to know what's wrong with me.. I have a boyfriend that has told me that it's all in my head. If i'm not the only person in this world that has this problem, then it can't all be in my head. Please someone help me out. I don't need rude comments, I just need someone to care and help my out.