Is it normal that i constantly want to hurt others?

To start this off, you should know that killing people is my constant fantasy. I'm always plotting, never really getting attached to anyone. I'm not an emotional person to begin with, and I never really talk to anyone, yet, just from watching someone, l can decide that I don't like them and they'd be better off dead. I even plan out the details up to time. Because of this, I have very few friends, none of whom I trust, and I can easily leave them at any time. I also don't trust my family, and I've planned each of their deaths in great detail. I personally want to kill off the entire human race, but when I step up and think rationally about it, I realize that that's just not possible for just one girl like me to do. Many times, I've almost killed someone, but just before I could, I noticed a flaw in my logic, or I stopped myself, by cutting myself. I need to know if this is normal, or if I might need a little help mentally.

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43% Normal
Based on 30 votes (13 yes)
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  • Jujudog

    Nope this all seems perfectly normal to me.
    Don't let all this plotting go to waste. Its time for action!
    I'll help with the entire human race, I'm sure we can get a few more people on board, especially if it means immunity. I bags the Maldives as my personal holiday resort, no comebacksies!

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  • AnonGeneric

    Welcome to the club! I recommend trying to be a celebrity, CEO, or politician have maximum power and influence, and some connections. An alliance with a like-minded individual is also a good idea; I'd offer, but you're human, so you'd have to go too... #1 advice is avoid arrest; that'd majorit mess up any plans. Assassin is also a legitimate job.

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  • TheDoorTurnedBlue

    Most of us want to destroy the human race, but no worries eternity will do it for us. For now, we need each other so we can eat chocolate chip cookies and pizza. Ya can't do it so forget about it. Copping a seat on a flight to Mars is a far better option.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Check yourself into a psychiatric ward, there's free live entertainment.

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  • AB1234

    This is the first time I've read a post on IIN and felt legitimately frightened. I don't mean to insult you. I do think it's normal to strongly dislike others--and even humanity in general. We're a very destructive species, and we even enjoy hurting other living things (including other humans). Even so, planning in detail others' suffering strikes me as problematic--both for you and for others. Have you ever talked about these feelings with a professional therapist? I'm not sure what one could do for you, but you might come to better terms with your feelings.

    Hope you figure it all out.

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  • NotNormalBro

    I'd like to destroy the human race as well.

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  • WalkingDead

    With a post like that sounds like someone seeking attention or they are in need of some intensive therapy. If you truly have these type of thoughts please seek professional help Immediately!!.... It does not mean YOU are NOT normal but this kind of fantasy and thinking is NOT normal.

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