Is it normal that i constantly want to hurt others?
To start this off, you should know that killing people is my constant fantasy. I'm always plotting, never really getting attached to anyone. I'm not an emotional person to begin with, and I never really talk to anyone, yet, just from watching someone, l can decide that I don't like them and they'd be better off dead. I even plan out the details up to time. Because of this, I have very few friends, none of whom I trust, and I can easily leave them at any time. I also don't trust my family, and I've planned each of their deaths in great detail. I personally want to kill off the entire human race, but when I step up and think rationally about it, I realize that that's just not possible for just one girl like me to do. Many times, I've almost killed someone, but just before I could, I noticed a flaw in my logic, or I stopped myself, by cutting myself. I need to know if this is normal, or if I might need a little help mentally.