Is it normal that i cant forget her?

74% Normal
1 Comment

I am a doctor in a center teaching hospital in my country.i am 35 yo and single.its been a year since i met her.she is a young assistant in my department, 23 yo.
i fell in love at the first sight..she is so beautiful,smart and all the amazing thing you can imagine.she is so nice to me...and then i know that she already had a boyfriend.but it didn't change how she treat me...i spent more time with her than her boyfriend. I did everything more compare to her bf.
but 3 times during this year i tell her my feeling and she asked for more time to think.
it makes me crazy and ruin all my career and work...i had tried to leave her..again and again...but seems like a have lost my mind..cant think normally and rationally...its not me.I used to be the most rational man among my friends..they told me that i had changed..the girl made my life crushed....now after a month i left her...i cant help it..and i called her back...and now i am back in my darkest nightmare again.She knew that i need her and she treat me like she wants...i just want to leave this city...this job...this life..go far away..just to forget her.Hope i have a reason to go away..the truth is: she is the girl i ever really loved in my life.
please help me to show the way..cause i am lost. Is it normal to feel like this still?
thank you.

Voting Results
74% Normal
Based on 31 votes (23 yes)
Help us keep this site organized and clean. Thanks!
[ Report Post ]
Comments ( 1 )
  • ladyluck31
    13 years ago

    You have a good career of being a young doctor. Throwing all this way for some stuck up bitch isn't helping a tall. You sound like you are the most handsome guy a person can ever meet. Find you a woman who's going to treat and respect you in a normal way. Plus she's young and probaly an idiot to go along with it, you don't need her. Moving from your city, quiting you job, its not hurting her it's hurting you. I hope you find someone, good luck.

    P.S. I hope you find this alittle helpful.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0