Is it normal that i can't move on?
Ok so my only true love died last August and it's been hell for me. And i can't hardely get by, it's getting slightly better but no one close to me cares about this. My lover (Let's refer to him as S) S was the best thing to happen to me that I could even imagine, and on august 18th he died of Leukemia and left me to cope. I can't really move on it's been nearly a year but it still feels like I'm there watching the life leave him. Is it normal that I can't (maybe, won't) move on? And is it normal that i don't believe (maybe, want) to get a new lover, that I don't want to fall in love again?