Is it normal that i can't live without marijuana?

I'm not sure if I chose a right title or not but thats just the way I feel. I've been vaporizing marijuana on a nightly basis for about 1-2 years and so far I've found that it helps me tremendously with my social anxiety and mild depression that go hand in hand with each other. Im 21,in college and hold a part time job. Before I started "self-medicating" I used to only go to college and come back home everyday. I rarely went out. When I started using pot however my perspective of life started to change and I started to see the positives in everything. Its almost like all the negative thoughts started to fade away slowly and made room for positive thoughts. I feel much more confident in myself, happier and am overall more at peace with myself. I only use pot at night when all my plans for the day have been accomplished. If it weren't for pot I wouldn't even have a job right now because thats how bad my anxiety was. I tried pills but they didn't work for sh*t,heck I even resorted to alcohol but quit right away because I felt like it was only numbing me. I feel like pot makes me aware of of anything that is bothering me and brings that to the surface and gives me the right tools for me to deal with whatever is bothering me once I'm sober. I sometimes regret using pot because it's made me aware of too many things that I wouldn't of had known if I hadn't touched it. I sometimes wonder though if its all an illusion and I'm depending too much on this plant to get through life. I've seen countless stories online about how marijuana screws people over in the long run. I don't want to be a part of those statistic. Can anyone relate and what do u guys think about my situation?

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  • Stifler

    1st time smoking: Ladeda! HAPPY HOUR!

    10th time smoking: *paranoid voice* I hear footprints...do you hear the footprints?

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  • davesumba

    Pretty much everyone self medicates in some way, with alcohol, prescription drugs, anti depressants, anti anxieties, sleeping pills, good mood increasers, Tylenol etc. And as a firm believer that marijuana is meant to be used as medicine, I see nothing wrong with "needing" marijuana, in the same way other people "need" their [prescription] meds. But if you are more addicted to the high that comes with marijuana, and feel like you can't live without your next fix, then that can start being some unhealthy addictive behavior, and you need to rethink why and how much you use it, and not let yourself do it just for the sake of being high multiple times a day.

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  • shade_ilmaendu

    Well I see so far commenters don't seem to know very much about cannabis. Technically it can be dangerous to use anything as medication that's not perscribed, however with issues of legality being what they are, what's a person to do?

    People all around the world use weed for medicine. You vaporize as well so you're not getting the harmful effects of the smoke as nothing is being burnt. While it may be a bit of a codependant thing isn't the same to be said about people on antidepressants, or stomach pills, or any kind of medicine that you'd be worse off without? Just because one is illegal and psychoactive doesn't change the medicinal value of it.

    I also use weed to medicate. I have acid reflux disease and a failing galbladder, I take acid pump inhibitors but they just take the pain away, they don't help me eat. I lost about 40 pounds when I had an ulcer and my stomach was really bad (seeing as I started at 145 or so I didn't really have much fat to lose) and the only thing that stopped the weight loss and made me able to eat again was smoking.

    Of course it's possible to be addicted, but you could just as easily be addicted to video games, porn, fast food.... it's all the same, addiction to cannabis is purely psychological; quitting doesn't cause a real withdraw. You may feel less hungry or less sleepy upon quitting but that's not necessarily a sign of addiction, it's simply the effect of not imbibing something that had those side effects attached to it already.

    I would say if you're only smoking in the evenings, getting all your work done and have your life together, you're fine. Lives are destroyed when you forsake those other things soley for the drug, not when you're a functional user.

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  • somethingsomething815

    I have a friend who smokes 10 bowls and 3 joints a day..I think you'll be okay.

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  • thatperson1992

    You should give heroin a go. It's top

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  • guyanesebarbie

    You should seek professional help marijuana,marihuana can't solve all your problems.Marijuana also makes your depression worse when the high is gone.

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  • DADNSCAL

    You went the ling way around to answer your own question. Yes, it is co-dependence, and you should get help to get yourself off of it, before it ruins your life.

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  • Heresmylife

    All the non pot people weight in, with your opinion that doesn't count, because if you haven't ever tried it then, SHUT THE FUCK UP.

    your FINE.

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  • purplegirl22

    You shouldn't be doing it everyday, you know this because you are questioning your use. There is nothing wrong with being a pothead though, I have plenty of friends that enjoy the plant. Just try to not depend on it so much.

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  • Truth_teller

    2 years? You are already gonna get thet 'long run' effect, your a pot head. And you should be able to take breaks from smoking sometimes, its bad on the lungs

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  • Dot123

    Yes, that is completely normal. Marijuana is a natural medicine that a lot of people depend on for various illness, or life term disabilities. People that are in serious need of medication. Marijuana can be taken in many ways, oral, smoked, vaporized. It can also be used in creams or a spray.

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  • westoptic

    I smoke weed almost everyday for the exact reasons you outline. I have horrible social anxiety, insomnia, anxiety in general about everything, depression. I tried taking medication (Cipralex) but it made me sick all the time and it made it impossible for me to fall asleep at night. Drinking makes me sick, so that didn't work. Marijuana is honestly the only medication that has worked in every aspect to relieve me.

    It takes away my social anxiety, meaning I socialize more now and am happier because of it. It took away my sleep onset insomnia so now I sleep awesome every single night, it helps take away my anxiety about things I always overthink and it helps me deal with my problems easier because I see them in a more relaxed light instead of being stressed. It takes me from feeling "meh" to having an awesome feeling of euphoria everywhere I go. It's helped me get back into writing a book I've been working on forever, it made me inspired enough to start playing the piano again and now I write songs all the time whereas before I always had a block. Its taken away the nausea I felt on a constant basis, gave me back my appetite, and made me happier more productive person.

    Don't let anyone bitch at you for using weed. You vape it, which is one of the best ways to intake marijuana as vapor does not damage your lungs in any way, so you're using it in the healthiest way possible. I use vaporizers occasionally and they're great for keeping the smell of marijuana hidden and for getting a really good, clean high.

    And to anyone who wants to judge and call names and stand up on a pedestal and act like you don't have your own way of coping or that your way is superior, GO FUCK YOURSELF. Because I went through Cognitive Behavior Therapy, Psychologists, not smoking weed/taking medication, being on doctor prescribed medication, and using marijuana on an almost daily basis and I know exactly what does and doesn't work for me.

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  • MilleBornes

    we made ourselves weaker by being smarter. we sheltered ourselves, so heat and cold are now our enemies more so than before, we're sooo overprotective of our kids, instilling more weaknesses, that they know not how to survive. Smart to stat alive, but takes away our natural abilities. Diseases are just actions. Chemical, biological, we name them according to how they affect us. I never really get a cold anymore and haven't had the flu for 3 years. I think sickness is the result of not taking care of yourself and also the small cold I do get is a warning that I need to do better. That's not including food poisoning or anything. Which is usually occurring because we handle food improperly or you let someone else handle your food improperly. That's our fault. LEARN to be better or die, simple. You're hating nature, but the nature of humans is to learn and use that intellect...essentially making the computer or phone you asked this IIN question from along with the many materials you swear you couldn't live without

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  • MilleBornes

    Anxiety, depression, blah blah blah. Vices are bad. Potheads are stupid, AS FUCK. I drink, I smoke. don't have to, don't when it's not worth it. For fun is the motto. Anxiety is another word for fear. Grow the FUCK up. Whenever we use the word anxiety, people get soft and take it easy on you. THAT'S what you're secretly, maybe unconciosly, looking for. Depression....the feeling of hopelessness, get over it. NO ONE is always happy, so when shit don't go your way, get up and make it go your way and it won't always be instantly.

    You're asking if it's normal to be a pothead......YES it is normal to be stupid. We humans do it all the time

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    • braintrip

      well somebody had a bowl of bitch flakes lmao.

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      • MilleBornes

        Everyone was being negative to me because, with potheads, drunks, or any other "addicted person it's all or nothing. There is a middle ground. Nothing at all is wrong with marijuana but do you really need to be high from morning to midnight? What do you really accomplish with that?

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        • braintrip

          well i smoke weed and i dont see anything wrong with it :)

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          • MilleBornes

            So do I. Seriously I've broken this thing down enough for my 5yr old to understand. There's nothing wrong with the use, but there's retardedness in the way potheads do. I have a pothead dad, sis, cousin, uncle, and friends...they do nothing else but smoke. Breakfast, brunch, lunch, linner dinner, night, midnight etc. That's it. I smoke maybe Twice a week. I play sports, skydive, boatriding jetskiing snowboarding, activities that help me enjoy life. Chilling on an off day and blazing a bit while fucking with the baddest topless girls on the beach is cool. Stuck on the couch, blazed outta your mind while comparing it to yesterday and the day before and talking about the times you had before being a pothead and what you could be doing but "Fuck that, I smoke too much! Hahaha!!" is just dumb as fuck to me.

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