Is it normal that i can't let this go?
Every morning, I wake up at four a.m, and guess what I do? I log into YouTube and watch videos of my current crush. For the past, like eight months, it been a little less extreme until last month when I finally realized this person is like my life. Just so you know she is quite a bit older than me and lives 1,983 miles away from me. So, I just need to hope she will one day read one of the comments I leave on her videos and think I'm older than I am. I have tons of makeup and I'm and inch taller than her. I also weigh 25 pounds more than her. She could mistake me for a 20 something year old!
Well you may think I'm going to ask how I can stop being obsessed with her. Wrong. I actually want to know ways that I could ensure I never stop loving her. In fact, I just plain want to dedicate my LIFE to her. Also is there any chance I could ever like get her to like me?