Is it normal that i can't be around people that can possibly choke?
ok, well when I was 14 I just started to take pills( I know a very late age) and I was really good at it I had no worries. Then one day I I took a nyquil( I think that's how you spell it) and it's a HUGE pill well for me. And I was supposed to take two of them cause I had allergies and so I took one and it went down rreeaaaaallll slloooowwlllyyy and I got ehh kinda scared but then I took the second one and started to choke!!! And as I was choking I was in the bathroom(dont ask why) so I shoved the door open and went straight to my dad and he knew exactly what was going on casue I was crying ang and jumping up and down so he tried to do the thing where you get behind a person and push under their rib cage or somethin and for some reason.. I thought about my life as he was doing that to me and how I was so young... Than my step mom told me to drink something and as she told me that I could breath just alittle and she poured water in my mouth and I tried my hardest to drink it and it just wouldn't go down and then she told me to stick my hand down my throat and I did that. I threw up.... And no pill just vomit I was still choking!!! Ugh then the pill poped( it was a liquid gel thank god) and I was just there... I had my shirt off and I was just sitting down trying to catch my breath. And ever since then I break my food up into little pieces and chew it to the MAX and I can't be around people who eat hard candy and eating something they can possibly choke on, so the question I need to ask you all is... Is this phobia normal!!