Is it normal that i can control my body and mind?
I have, my whole life, been VERY sensetive to people emotions. For ex: When im around a friend that is acting normal and happy, if they are just trying to cover up thier true feelings I can sense it. I can sense what they truely feel,with out them telling me. Its like i can feel thier feelings in my own body. I have always felt detached from my human body(my vehicle). I look at myself,my arms,legs,eyes,hair,name,family, and i feel like none of it is truely MINE. I dont feel like my name is Amanda. I can sense when someone is lying to me, or trying to minipulate me or someone im around. And when i call them out on it, they freak out on me and say im full of shit. But then later i find out i was right. I have also been able to control my own heart beat my whole life, and i can now control my pupils. I just concentrate on them getting either small or big, and they do! Exactly how i asked them to. When im doing this, i feel vibrations in my body. Worse than any chill i have ever had. My head has been hurting really bad since i have been trying to open my third eye wider, and i have had a bad head cold that started when i started this. I have also been researching these two tiny pin point holes on the roof of my mouth. I have had them my whole life. Apparantly, it is very rare to have these as a man, and even more rare to have them as a female. in Dr.delbert blairs lectures he says that these holes lead directly to the peneal gland in the brain(the third eye). Does this all mean anything? Am i crazy? I have always felt as if i have a major purpose while my physical body is on earth. Like i am suspost to be "doing" something. I just dont know what...Can anybody pleas shed some light? Im so comfused...