Is it normal that i came down with 'panic attacks' after smoking bud
Ok. So Ive been a bud smoker for 3.5 years now. I literally live life high. Before school, during lunch, After school till I passed out n restarted that cycle all over. Once I graduated and started living on my own I started smoking almost a 1/4 Oz. A day. (7g for you people who dont know) until recently about a month and a half ago I stayed up for 36 hrs doing homework then going to school. After I had the biggest headache from sleep deprivation so I decided to go to my local shop n get a Shake Joint. Shake. Bunk shit. Took one hit outta my bong n knocked out. I woke up round 3am watched a movie n realized I wasnt getting back to sleep anytime soon. So I took 2 hits out of the bong. Felt fine n content. I laid down waiting for it to hit me. Jus a fyi i would smoke so much if i took one hit n held it I didnt feel high but i could feel my muscles start relaxin first. I didnt feel this right after like i normally do. So as I was waiting, randomly one min later. My nervous system went insane. First i started noticing my feet going anastethic numb. Not tingling but numb. So i thought maybe the way i was laying cut off my circulation so i repositioned myself. Then my legs went numb. Next was my arms. As my arms went numb all i could hear was a loud ringing noise. I was practically deaf. Then my vision went almost completely out. All i could see was migraine like splotches of random colors. Thats when i started freaking out. Cuz i had this weird vision like thing about a year earlier where i had smoked n i was kickin it then i had a dream without being asleep. Its like i paused life had a dream then clicked play. No one knew i had experienced it. But in the vision these symptoms randomly hit me all at once n i lost control of my body. I couldnt see or anything i could jus feel the motion of my arms swinging. Next thing i come back for half a sec n look at my knuckles which were covered in blood but my vision was all red n i heard a girl scream my name. Then i died. Its like i was a rabid human..or like a zombie in a sense. I know i died cuz i tried screaming no n my breath never ended. I tried moving my arms n all i could feel was energy goin in that direction. I was stuck in nothingness with jus my thoughts. Anyways. Thats why this scenerio scares me. I say bullshit to oh you had a panic attack thats normal. Cuz ive never scared myself smoking too much. Never had my nervous system trip out like that and plus! Since then i stopped. Ive been having odd issues. Constant migraine for a mo n a half now. My vision is glittery. N random spots on my body went numb. Ive been to 4 drs including a retna speciAlist n they all say im fine. WTF isgoing on with me?! My lifes been strange its like a movie. Ive had a #follow me my whole life. The movie 23 made me realize i wasnt crazy cuz someone else had to have a number follow them to give them that idea. This number has done crazy shit n revealed itself to me as the creator which is ironic cuz i went to a catholic school for 6 yrs n never believed. Until i turned 17 which is my number. It revealed itself. I had the vision when i was 17. My whole life changed drastically whenn i was 17. I know i sound insane. Which is the first clue to knowing im not. Crazy people dont realize theyre crazy. I jus want to know whats happening. Also ironic enough XVII. Roman numeral for 17 means i am dead in italy. Thats why they dont use the number 17 n instead skip it. Any replys would be great, thanks for your time.