Is it normal that i avoid sleep because of the nightmares i have?
Even when I'm tired, I avoid sleeping. It's simply because I don't want to see what I see in my dreams. I experience many disturbing things when I fall asleep.
Death.
Rape.
Torture.
Can you really blame me for not wanting to sleep when that's what I see when I close my eyes? I hate sleeping because of this. You see, I had a fairly happy, easy going childhood. I've never experienced those things personally, so please don't bother telling me it's from bad memories because it isn't.
is it normal that I avoid sleep? Frankly, is it normal that I have these sorts of dreams considering I had and still have a fairly happy life.