Is it normal that i am obsessed with penises and pleasing men?

Hello, I am a 20 years old college students, studying engineering.
I always have thought that I might be bisexual but never had slept with a guy ever. Until recently I have slept with my roommate (BY MISTAKE), we were both drunk, worse is that he is heterosexual, haha! At least that what he says, but not anymore, I think. At least he didn't react like a stereotypical homophobic.

Anyway, ever since. I want see, touch, lick/suck on penises and shove them in me and rob my penis with other penises (froting), like I want a cock entering all the time, while watching TV, studying, playing video games, all day, all night, I am REALLY getting obsessed with wanting to have it hard and deep. (Sorry if it is too descriptive) I just have this love to please a man, I would like to have a BF one day, that I could make him a sammich, iron his clothes, give him a BJ while he plays his video games, prepare him chips and dips and get him beer when he and his friends come home to watch his football match, massage him, sleep besides him when going to bed. Even take it to another level, that I think of marrying a guy.

Is it normal that I have the love to please a man? And really horny for a dick, even for a bisexual?

P.S: Problem is that I live and grew in a very anti-homosexual culture (sigh), and I don't know what to do.

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  • Legion

    Along with your sexuality, the fact that it is considered taboo where you come from probably adds to that and makes it more interesting.

    also, its normal to be bi (or gay).

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  • esquire_nj

    This is very normal. You should seek a guy like me, who will let you play with and suck on his penis all day and all night ...but is still very masculine and straight acting. As a married man, I often wish I could have found a gay guy to handle my sexual needs because I LOVE having my dick sucked on for HOURS and you seem like the guy who would know how to appreciate a dick like mine.

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  • jasonkirk

    enjoy life while you can maybe you experimenting

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  • wannabeincomedy

    Focus on your studies sleeping only with women so that you can move somewhere gay freindly and be happy with yourself.

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    • I live in Europe now, pretty relaxed, hot girls and boys everywhere. :3

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  • Where are you from? :/

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    • Saudi Arabia .___.

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      • No offense.. But I kind of assumed that. Why is it that women from the East have all this pent up sexual energy...? Is it because of all the restrictions in society?

        I'm genuinely asking this hey. I'm not trying to be rude :)

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        • I don't know, girls here don't get drilled as much as they need. Funny tho, girls I date with end up on my lap after 1day to 1week, maybe that just adds up, rite?

          I grew up in a 'modern' Saudi neighborhood, pretty westernized, Other guys around my university campus and city (that I know of) would reject sex with a girl before marriage *wallhead*

          Maybe it would surprised you that men here are the protective ones and girls here are really the most "sluty" ones, and I use the world "sluty" lightly. I been to Europe and Japan, and girls over there seem to be more protective and 'decent'.

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  • JustDave

    Move to a more gay friendly community.

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  • randomjelly

    Concentrate on your studies. You need it.

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    • Haha, true.
      But now it is summer tiem!

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