Is it normal that i am obsessed with my teacher?
It has been a year since I started being in his class, and I still am super obsessed with my history teacher... When I look back at lessons now, I find my self acting out and being a brat just to get his attention. The point is, it costs me a lot of energy, makes me feel really dumb afterwards, not to mention guilty for being a pain, and it is never as satisfactory to get a reprimand from him as I thought it would be. He just never even recognises that I am in his class too. He always pays attention to the other kids who have trouble with the material but he never really helps me. My ADHD makes some aspects of studying especially hard for me and I am so frustrated at myself that I can never be a normal kid. I am either super depressed (I am dealing with depression) or bouncing off the walls, there is no in between. I do not know what to do with myself anymore... I just can not think about anything else but him. If he is not at school on wednesdays it feels pointless to be there. Help me!! Is this normal?