Is it normal that i am obsessed with my male best friend?
Last year I started 'falling out' with a friend of mine because I messedd up in our friendship. I was so sad that I was losing one of my closest friends. I cried..A LOT. Every night. But after time, and many conversations trying to fix things, we became closer and closer to a point where we called each other best friends. Still, after time passed, we got even closer, and we decided to call ourselves brothers. We never cease to profess our love for eachother ('Love you" , "Love you more" ) . I get so upset when he is spending time with anyone but me. Im jealous of any other person he talks to especially his male friends because I feel like they're trying to take my place. We would always be next to eachother. meaning skin to skin. Never afraid to hug each other either. We talk about sex and out penis sizes though both of us are straight. He's the last person i think about at night and the first person I think about when I wake up...And all the hours in between. Am I obsessed? or are we just that close?