Is it normal that i am obsessed to handkerchiefs?

I have a fetish desire for good looking hankies,specially of the kids' and ladies';I have already over a thousand of them in my collection;but I still can't control myself from bying more;because I find me sexually satisfied only by buying and using a glamorous hanky;I blow my nose into them to have an extreme pleasure;and cum...it may sound gross,but it has been becoming more and more a charming game since my childhood;I know buying so many hankies to meet my sexual need is very expensive,but I am helpless;as even I think this type of pleasure I couldn't get if I was a normal heterosexual;I don't know whether it is normal;do anyone support me?:)