Is it normal that i am not proud of a single thing in my life?
So, I feel that I have done nothing in my life that deserves to be proud of. It's not as though I have done nothing with my life. I have been involved in a few sports teams in elementary and high school that have actually won regional championships so I have trophies and what not but even when it was my first trophy all I did with it was throw it in with my toys and eventually it broke so I threw it away. I started doing the same thing with any other trophy or medal that I won through sports. I've also received awards that only just under a dozen people have received from my high school which is awarded for exceptional academic marks (straight As in pretty much all of high school is the requirement for the award). And finally the latest achievement that should warrant pride was my completion of a 6-week long, specialized military training camp in which 5 of my friends joined along and I was the only graduate of my 5 friends. So that makes me the only graduate I know of in my small town. is it normal to feel this way?
P.S. This is an extension to my lack of pride in things. I also hate it when people try to congratulate me for winning something. And if you're wondering why I even bother with playing sports or doing anything competitive at all, I just like to be the best.