Is it normal that i am depressed after trying shrooms once?
SO, I tried shrooms for my first time, months ago. (2-3 months odd ago?)and I don't think I had a bad trip, but it was a very difficult one. I was alone and well something happened. I got all the answers to my life which would normally take a lifetime to figure out, & I remember the answers and the general feelings that came with them. Ever since that day though, I have been more depressed and I often find myself bored with nothing meaningful to do. Sometimes I cry for no apparent reason, but just because there is this inevitably sad feeling which pulls my heart to the ground.
I never had this type of random depression before, I have tried my fair share of drugs too. Although I should mention that I couldnt even speak english yet alone remember my name when tripping. Tripping balls.
I should also mention that the time I was tripping was actually the most depressed low I have ever gotten myself into. But as I said, laying on the bed for hours thinking about life and the world and what being human was, it was a difficult experience, not a bad trip cause I do not perceive it that way.
Any advice? Is this normal? will it go away?