Is it normal that i am apathetic?

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When people cry, get hurt etc. I feel nothing for them - but I do feel bad about it and it does concern me. When I was a child, my father sexually abused me - then proceeded to brain wash me into forgetting all the times, if it wasn't for court records I wouldn't know today. When I was a child I hurt my cats once, according to my mother. I deliberately killed my sisters bird when I was 10 . . .i feel bad about it now in the sense I know it was wrong. My biggest fear is being a psychopath like my father, I've already got borderline personality disorder, I'm scared I've got antisocial (psychopathic) personality disorder with it, just for the fact my dad does. If he wasn't a psychopath I wouldn't give a shit.

Your apathy relates to borderline personality disorder 3
You probably have antisocial personality disorder, too 0
It's because of your childhood sexual abuse 7
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  • Forestheart
    8 years ago

    I assume it's because you were abused by your perverted asshole of a father. Have you forgotten you past completely or do you have some blurry memories? Either way I don't think your psychological imbalance is a coincidence. It has got to be connected with your past unfortunate events. Ironically, this is a good news cause if your want to recover, you can recover completely by seeing a good psychiatrist or by self hypnosis(not as scary as it sounds but it can be hard if you don't know what to expect).

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  • Short4Words
    8 years ago

    It might help you to see a therapist if you really feel like you're out of control. What's import is that you know what's right and wrong.

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  • gloryholeflasher
    8 years ago

    I don't know if it's normal or not, and I don't care!

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  • ThingOne
    8 years ago

    Unfortunately, you are a nut case. Fortunately, you can live a good life. But, you might have to howl in the night when the moon is full to vent your internal monsters.

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