Is it normal that i am addict to lolicon?

Thank you Japan. Thank you.

Hmm. Well do be careful, since it is a grey area. Legal for now, I believe.

Maybe you should ask yourself why you like it. Is there something about meek schoolgirls being deflowered and mindlessly accepting their subservient role in sex/relationships to men that turns you on? Because that's not something women are going to live up to and this may be problematic in your real life.

Also I think it depends on your age. If you're young and just starting to be exposed to sexual concepts I sort of understand it. If you're 40 it's creepy. Or it suggests you're scared/turned off by the idea of a grown woman with her own will.

If your definition of lolicon is truly "anime child porn" I think you need to quit watching.

A lolicon is actually someone who prefers younger girls or a style of art within the doujin/hentai community. In anime culture a loli is a young female/futa under the age 14. A shota is a boy under the age of 14. Toddlercon is usually the most extreme, and they are from birth to 5. Guro is violent, usually involving limbs being removed or extreme pain. Furrycon are anthropomorphic creatures, and their version of younger is called cub. There are also "pop culture" versions, and tentacle monster versions. And every combination of the above mentioned types. The age of consent (although it probably has changed now) used to be 13 in Japan. In fact, child porn was legal until the late 1990's. Incest is not illegal, it just isn't spoken of.

The legality of the con's is up for debate in most countries. It is illegal in Sweden, Canada, and most of the US. The general reason for this is because it is said that looking at drawn images of children doing sexual acts can lead into the real thing. The Japanese however, have a very different feeling about that statement. By allowing artists to draw, and publish their work (especially in magazines like Lo) they feel it helps prevent children from being raped, by giving the would-be rapist something else to do to take his needs out. It actually has dropped the rape amounts considerably between 0-16 age groups.

In your case, you found something you could potentially get in a lot of trouble for, involving an entirely different type of porn. I understand the excitement. It is normal to enjoy different things sexually.