Is it normal that i am a petite girl but like to have sex w/ big guys?

I am 5'1 and 90 lbs, petite and have a small vagina (every one says) too but I like guys who are 6'1 to 6'3 and have large penises, like 8 inches erect and thick as my wrist! Is this normal? I only enjoy having sex when it hurts and makes me scream and bite. I think I'm spoiled because I used to have sex with normal sized guys and after I started dating this one guy who is 8 inches and thick, I no longer enjoyed sex with anything smaller.