Is it normal that i am a degraded pervert?
As a man, I always used to believe that one has to draw the line somewhere when it comes to sexual perversions. I even tried to find Jesus, and that made me feel more guilty about my choices. That is why I don't practice religion anymore.
I'd describe my brainbox as a filthier hole than a NYC Jewish harlot's menstrual release. Every time I see an attractive woman, I automatically imagine her fully naked tied to a bedpost and being fucked like a beast. As a result of my imagination, the only women I attract are crazy, psychotic nymphos. They love it when I degrade them. Mostly it's online though.
I wanted a normal relationship with girls in my happy days but that ship has sailed. Should I just embrace the fact that I'm always going to remain a perv?