Is it normal that i always unwittingly fall for lesbians?
The odds just don't correlate with pure chance. Probably 7 out of every 8 girls I fall for turn out to be gay. Even as a kid I always liked the tomboys best. It's mostly a personality thing. Maybe it's that I'm not too dominant of a guy. I don't want to be dominated either, but I want to feel like my partner's equal in as many ways as I can.
Even if the girls I fall for seem shy at first, they always turn out to be intellectual (not to say straight girls are dumb), confident, down-to-earth, and straightforward. When I was in eastern Europe, I found most women to be this way. Many of them did not wear makeup. I don't have anything against makeup itself, but I tend to gravitate toward girls who don't come across as vain or self-absorbed in any way. Natural beauty is, of course, always a plus.
I suppose I have to admit that part of the reason I fall for gay girls is looks based as well. Gay girls are, more often than not, altnerative in style and many of them don't try to look like Barbie. I'm just simply not attracted to fake tans, bleached hair, false lashes, and high heels. It's not quite real to me, and it doesn't come across as wholly human or sexy, even if I can see these girls as aesthetically pretty.
Sometimes I worry that because I'm unattractive to the very type of girl I'm most attracted to myself, I'll never find the "one". The girls I could see myself falling in love with just seem to see me as their straight friend and nothing more.
Anybody else have this problem?