Is it normal that i always think i have a disease?
It's not like I'm a hypochondriac, because I don't go to the doctor every time I think I have a different disease, but seriously I focus on little things that may be different in my body, like a headache and immediately think the worst. I'm in my teens and one day I managed to convince myself that I was going to have a heart attack that night, even tough I did not have any symptoms that I remember and have never had heart problems. I obviously didn't have a heart attack. It's like this inside war with myself, one side yells I'm fucking cuckoo, the other says I'm dying. I didn't tell anyone because I know I sound crazy. Then I go on google and research that disease and the probability someone like me has it, or how do people get it. I think I have an anxiety disorder, I really do. The worst part is that since I know it's totally nuts I don't ever tell anyone what I'm thinking. Is it normal?