Is it normal that i always get this urge to kill?

Before anything, I would like to say that I'm bipolar. Well I always get this weird urge to kill. Sometimes because my mood changes and I get really mad, and I want to kill a certain person, and sometimes It's just for no reason. I pretty much have two sides because of being bipolar. People call them "good Chloe", and "bad Chloe". When I'm "bad Chloe" I always have this urge to kill people, and sometimes plan it. Of course, "good Chloe" comes soon enough, so I never actually do anything bad. Sometimes I think "What was I thinking? I don't want to go to jail!", but then other times, even when I'm in my good mood, I still think I want to do it. Is this normal for bipolar people?

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63% Normal
Based on 8 votes (5 yes)
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  • Vetterman

    After the years of abuse that i suffered, it took me decades to get past the planning of killing people. I am not bi-polar, but I do know that I have felt that way before, so its normal.
    The big thing is not to act on it.

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