Is it normal that i always feel that a seperate world exist!
Is it normal that sometimes i feel that this world is not as per it should be! I always feel that some different world is within myself, a whole community of the people belongs to that world are inside me and calling me again and again towards them. Feel that, In this beautifull world where iam right now, i don't belong to this, its not my place. I belong to somewhere else where everyone knows me and i know everyone and where everyone is happy and equal in all respects and fair and just treatmeant is given to all in all matters. I will be very very happy to have myself among them. It feels that a seperate world exist somewhere very close to this world but far away from here i have connections with that one and my soul desires to reach there. And i also fear and face a feeling inside that someday it will take me completely in itself automatically whether i give consent to it or not but iam desires to go there forever.
It feels that the circumstances of this world coming in my way of life day by day are taking me towards that sighted world more and more fast somewhere inside me which ultimately leads me to write poems and sing songs about this existing world and its negativity. It doesnot matter whether iam willing to go there or not, my soul just giving consent to that feeling to take me towards that world and its taking me towards that world automatically inside. And it feels that thats my true world, thats my ultimate goal where i have to reach, and from where i will return never and i will be very much happy after reaching there. That will be an end for me! It feels inside somewhere about that world and this world seems very cruel and unhappy full of unjustice and wrong deeds! It feels often when iam alone or when i see something wrong around me in my daily life! Whether iam standing in crowd or alone i always feel this. I feel that iam not like the people around me and used to feel the world inside me and get myself lost in it for sometime. It give me happiness for a while then.
Along with this i also have the feeling of creating that kind of happy world here for me, my family and for everyone living here all around. Can anyone suggest what is this?