Is it normal that i always feel guilty when talk with society?
Ok, i am 21. i have been through with friends since i was 4. but i don't know i've been always feeling guilty everytime i've finished talking with them or asking them for help. like there's a sound in my head says "hei girl! u bother them, u know??" "did u really think well about the words that outta your mouth??" "its harsh!" "hei, u always show off what u have/what u are great at, they will hate u over that", "well here we go, u just offended them", "let's ruin everything because your inability of talking good with your friends"
whereas when i tell them i won't bother even a bit, they always say, "hei just cool, when u need help we are ready for u", but i can never do that, telling them that i need them.