Is it normal that i absolutely love white girls?
First and foremost, I am not racist, but I do have a preference.
I am of a mixed race & ethnicity. Puerto Rican & Black. Yes, I think many Puerto Rican women are beautiful (light skinned); however, I've never dated, nor do I have a preference for them. On another note, personally, I don't find black girls attractive at all. I never dated them, I don't plan to, and I don't have them as friends either.
Ever since I could remember, I've always favored white girls. In the past, every girl I've dated was white, but not the type of girl I could have a long term relationship with. Now that I am older, I have set my standards a little higher: I now look at education, healthy-weight, proper-dress, personality, character, etc. I never noticed it before, but with a heightened sense of reality, I have found it extremely difficult to pursue such women. I have tried, but 90% have parents who are racist, ultimately making them racist or in the closet racists.
I don't know if it's ironic or not; nevertheless, the white girls I end up finding attractive are the ones who are racist! Or, they end up being the ones who only have racial preference for white men.
It's easier to find a white woman in the inner-city with no education or morals, more than willing to date outside her race. And, I know there are women out there who are the complete opposite of this, but they are near impossible to find (at least in my experience).
This has become so much of a frustration for me that I am quickly beginning to grow uncomfortable with my own skin color. There are so many relationships in which I know I can get in if I were a white man. So sad to say!
My dream is to have a great looking, intelligent, outgoing, white girl. Something I have been searching so long for, ending up at dead ends every which way. It has become pretty depressing actually.
I don't need to hear any negativity. However, mature opinions are welcome.
If you have any detailed questions at all about anything I said, just post it. I will reply.
Have a great day.