Is it normal that cannabis completely destroyed my ego?

The other day, i had 2 hits of cannabis via a bong and it completely destroyed me. i was being torn between dimensions, i was having very rapid reality map changes, and my ego was dead, so i couldn't even ask myself what was happening. I usually find the effects of psychedelic substances interesting, and usually analyse or comprehend the effects without fear. But none of my experiences with various psychedelic substances compares to what happened the other day.

A little bit of history: i started smoking cannabis about 3 years ago. After my 3rd time smoking weed i did my first psychedelic, LSA (which i did at school) the experience was quite difficult, (imagine trying to function at school while being mindfucked for the first time). Since then i had done lsd, 2cp, dxm, and lots of cannabis. Then i decided that i try not using any drugs for a long time, (because my mother discovered that i had been using drugs, and she's a very narrow minded human being, and an alcoholic) during this time i became very depressed, because i couldn't see my friends and my mother became very abusive. I recently started smoking damiana, which has cured my depression.

I recently met an old friend from my old primary school who shares a lot of the same interests as me, and he got me using cannabis again. After smoking with him, and experiencing, well.... Death, i smoked some damiana through a bong, and because of its muscle relaxing and aphrodesiac properties my ego had returned and i had calmed down.

Anyway, enough history, is it normal that 2 hits of cannabis sent me into space?

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  • Faceless

    Your choice of drugs are unsafe now, excuse me...

    *snorts line of gunpowder*

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    • ShanFan101

      hehe *snorts a line of gunpowder*
      thats why you're faceless!

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  • Kaiba

    Think of it like smoking cigarettes then stopping for awhile, when you start again you get lightheaded. Same with weed, like the first time all over again.

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    • Snakeplisken

      True, that sounds very plausible, thanks for the advice!
      AND IM OFF!
      PSSCCCCHHHEEEEEEEEEWWWW!

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  • Delvok

    You were basically a space cadet.

    HOO HAH!

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  • HSVWHO

    Lol "via bong"

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  • I'm so glad I didn't get into drugs.

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  • septumis1

    after you stop when you get to it again you'll usuall get f#cked over. Or its super dank Sh#t

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  • amili

    ^^ I lol'd at that too... Who even says that? For the life of me I couldn't take the rest of the post aeriously

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  • timebobbu

    say NO to drugz

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    • weed ISNT a drug

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  • shade_ilmaendu

    Closest I ever came to an ego death was on DXM, lost full bodily awareness for a while, but it was quite pleasant. I've never had a bad "trip" off anything, though I've seen bad mushroom trips and that shit is scary. I don't really like mushrooms anymore.

    And I realise this is old but it is normal, you hadn't smoked for a while and your tolerance was gone, you pretty much whiteyd. I have no idea how to spell that, ugh. Why am I awake?

    Ps. Too tired to check up on it right now, I'm pretty sure there are dangers to smoking damania. All of those "legal smokes" are really bad for you.

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  • HolyHotPockets

    Its normal, because you strayed from the healing powers of Cannabis to the dark side 2cp and dxm, lsd as well (admittingly it's fun, but can cause problems in people with latent neurotransmitter imbalances), some people can't return to cannabis, your cannibinoid receptors have been fucked somehow. Try to bake, stay away from dxm and 2cp
    the trifecta you should obey: weed, shrooms and lsd.
    Weed strains depend too, contents differ. Damiana while relaxing should only be used occasionally/ smoking blend or tea, not as a replacement for cannabis;

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  • Wubwubwub

    DXM made me into a totally different person.. and not for the better. One of my biggest regrets

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  • starshiptrooper

    Its normal dude. Our brains are gonna react differently depending on strains and what stressors are going on in our lives. With this being said, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND staying away from marijuana. With your family history/problems and past of using drugs, pot can trigger some super fucking unpleasant shit in your life. Stay away from Pot. I've a degree in psychology and from all I've learned about pot, nothing good in the longterm comes from it when used for recreational reasons man.

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  • jensapa

    Given your drug history it sounds odd to me.

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  • Snakeplisken

    I wouldn't say at one with the world... I can't really explain what happened because I couldn't keep up with what was happening, and this really freaked me out, this was happening inside of my friends house, whenever this happens outside I am overwhelmed with happiness and euphoria, and I do feel like im one with the world. I guess when on psycadellic drugs or while meditating things can either be really good or really bad. (heaven or hell) it all depends on the set and setting

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  • Weirdguypants

    Ego death is a pretty intense experience, but it can be enjoyable. I mean, zen-Buddhist monks train their whole life to be able to meditate into that sort of mental state, so feel lucky you got to experience it! Too bad you didn't enjoy it... Did you feel like you were one with the world?

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  • JR(562)

    Yea that was probably laced or bomb or one of the effects from doing hallucinogens they come bak sometimes

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    • Snakeplisken

      Hey yeah, because when I smoked weed after doing psycadellics for the first time (lsa) the weed had bought back the lsa trip, and every time I smoked weed after that It was always the same type of trip. But this time after doing no drugs for a long it made me feel like it brought back every single one of my drug experiences at once... Times 1000000

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